i feel like venting here to de-stress!

i can remember last year i was kinda super slack.
lacking self-discipline. ><><

this year SA1, i might have a possibility of getting 3.6 GPA!
[though it might be bad to some smart people, but it's an improvement for me! :D]

so far this term, no Cs and only 1 B! [my chinese.. -.-]
improvement from last year definitely!
especially my geography :D from C to A+!

i really wanna do well and get into the class of my choice!
cos i felt like i disappointed my parents last year..
especially my dad, even though he says "it's ok, not bad for the first year. you'll improve over the years :D" i could tell he was a little bit disappointed.
so this SA1, when he calculated my GPA, he seemed quite pleased with me :D
my mum's just =.=
sometimes i feel like whatever i do will never be good enough to her.
and i feel like she's just asking me to do well so that she can show off to my grandma and aunts to compare with their kids.
ohh but whatever, i know that if i do well, i will stand to gain :D

though sometimes i feel like just slacking off, just relaxing and not bother about the assignments and tests just to enjoy a few moments of entertainment.
i know that i can't do that.
and thankfully, i have God to push me forward.
when i feel like slacking, He'll constantly come and tell me,
"have self-discipline. your doing this for yourself, your parents and Me. it will come to good in the end."

and of course i have wonderful friends to spur me on when im tired and frustrated, the best daddy to encourage me when i feel super down :D

i just hope i won't disappoint him again this year.

i'm gonna do this cos i love my dad.
i'm gonna do this cos i know it'll all come to good in the end.
i'm gonna do this cos i love God, and He's blessed me with so many things, and this is one way in which i can do something for Him. :D

i feel like venting here to de-stress!

i can remember last year i was kinda super slack.
lacking self-discipline. ><><

this year SA1, i might have a possibility of getting 3.6 GPA!
[though it might be bad to some smart people, but it's an improvement for me! :D]

so far this term, no Cs and only 1 B! [my chinese.. -.-]
improvement from last year definitely!
especially my geography :D from C to A+!

i really wanna do well and get into the class of my choice!
cos i felt like i disappointed my parents last year..
especially my dad, even though he says "it's ok, not bad for the first year. you'll improve over the years :D" i could tell he was a little bit disappointed.
so this SA1, when he calculated my GPA, he seemed quite pleased with me :D
my mum's just =.=
sometimes i feel like whatever i do will never be good enough to her.
and i feel like she's just asking me to do well so that she can show off to my grandma and aunts to compare with their kids.
ohh but whatever, i know that if i do well, i will stand to gain :D

though sometimes i feel like just slacking off, just relaxing and not bother about the assignments and tests just to enjoy a few moments of entertainment.
i know that i can't do that.
and thankfully, i have God to push me forward.
when i feel like slacking, He'll constantly come and tell me,
"have self-discipline. your doing this for yourself, your parents and Me. it will come to good in the end."

and of course i have wonderful friends to spur me on when im tired and frustrated, the best daddy to encourage me when i feel super down :D

i just hope i won't disappoint him again this year.

i'm gonna do this cos i love my dad.
i'm gonna do this cos i know it'll all come to good in the end.
i'm gonna do this cos i love God, and He's blessed me with so many things, and this is one way in which i can do something for Him. :D