hey people! shall post while taking a break after a whole day of mugging..>.< argh..

yup so received a sms from Jae[central 3 senior], haven't been going for cell lately..
feel kinda guilty about it >.<
and somehow there's this funny feeling inside of me whenever i don't go for cell. like there's something empty... i hope my parents will allow me to go this week..
but i don't think they will until exams are over for me which is still 2 more weeks!! AAHH!!
sheesh...haiz...
oh well, i know they're doing it for my own good.
at least this shows they care about me and want me to do well ;D
yay! thank God for wonderful parents! :D

yup the past few days have just been basically mugging, mugging and more mugging..argh >.<

well at least i went out with my baby cousin and her family! she's grown so cute!!^^ will post up her pics here one day :D

yup the F-1 race is going on now, my dad's watching it, and giving lotsa comments while watching it. [for those of you who know my dad, and if u have a dad who watches football and gives comments about it, yea you'll know what i'm talking about] xD
can here him commenting now.. haha.

yup ks. gotta go back to study now,
JIAYOU EVERYONE!!:D

and remember don't stress yourself out too much, or if not u'll either go craZZZy from studying too much, end up wearing specs that are 5 times thicker, or even LOOK 10 times older!
AAHH =O

yup ok, signing off now,
~vivian!:D

yo~
haven't posted in quite some time..
shall update my blog then! it looks so dead.. :'(

yup so i fasted today, every wednesday from now till dec [?] have to fast and pray for My Hope Singapore thingy at the end of the year ;)
really hope that it would be a success ;)
Let God do His work!! =D

yup so EOY is in exactly 9 days!! >.<
hope everyone has been studying hard!! i know i have >.<
yup so i won't be posting much till after exams. i bet no one has time to come visit my blog anyway. yup so till then.

JIAYOU!
~vivian!
why do some people just keep showing off and showing off and just don't know how to change? u keep complaining ur life sucks, why not do something to change it instead of just sitting there and complain and whine? >.<

3 more weeks to exam..aahh >.< 忍 for like a month plus then get slack like siao ler! xD jiayou everyone!!
but no matter what, just try your best ks? then leave whatever results up to God =D
let's put our trust in Him! =D

got ACC test this week o.O
hopefully can do well!! shouldn't be that difficult bah, cos 冯老师 was like telling us the answers the last lesson [for those who were actually listening =X]
bio test coming up also!
human reproductive system and genetics and DNA!

sheesh so many things coming up...i think my head's gonna explode liao. >.<
*BOOM!*

yup ok, short post, have to go study for science. >.<

ta-ta!
((: vivian :))

how can you do this to your own friend? made me wonder if there really is any trust among all of us... are you really doing it for his own good? or are you just trying to get back at him..?
[disappointed, upset and confused] i hate to say this, but ur a.... bitch

heya!
haven posted in quite some time.
changed my skin! isit nice?

today had maths CT! it wasn as difficult as i expected but still not considered easy >.<
hope i can do well!!

today seems to be a really retarded day xD
first kept zen-ing melvin abt *ahem* *ahem*
yea nice one melvin..nice one..

xD

yup then becks started going retarded in french lesson la.
she kept saying 'see, i rock! i rock!'
like cass ;D

becks: hah see i rock! i got the answer too!
vivian: -.- ok i seriously think u need to check into IMH, u keep thinking you're a rock.
becks: maybe i am [smirks]
vivian: >.<
becks: u check in for me la! [keep moving around like some retarded freak]
vivian: eh, stop moving around la, rocks are not suppose to move, they're suppose to be still. u know.
becks: well, i'm different. [smiles] i rock, cos i'm a MOVING ROCK! [gives the xD face]
vivian: -.- diao, walau eh...

but we ended up laughing like some crazy maniacs anyway. xD
our retarded-ness went up and down and up and down la today.
see la, all your fault becks! xP
we did some other crazy stuff then ended up laughing like siao also, but i forgot what. oops.
=X

then the ride home with venus and peishan.
it was so retarded as well xD
first that PUIshan kept trying to memorize the MRT East West line. what a failure la she.

vivian: what's the last station of the EW line?
puishan: boon lay!
v: NO! PASIR RIS! ok i give u one more chance, what is the last station of the EW line?
ps: Pasir Ris?
v: WRONG! BOON LAY!
p.s: -.-

xD

v: what's after Pasir Ris?
ps: nothing!
v: NO! after Pasir Ris you go back to Tampines! ok 1 more chance, what's after Pasir Ris station?
ps: um..tampines?
v: WRONG! there's nothing after Pasir Ris!
ps: -.-

xD

venus must be so entertained xD
ur welcome venus!
then that puishan ah, don't know how to pronounce Kembangan, pronounce like donno what like that. keep 'k' 'k' 'k' -ing. -.- [alliteration!] [or was it assonance?] =X
then bedok, pronounce like bodo like that.. xP
SHI BAI..SHI BAI..*shakes head in disappointment*

then in the car was fooling around with jokes and dumb questions.
so retarded xD didn't know venus can be like that too! xD

see becks? without me, you all got no fun one! HAH xD
WHO ROCKS NOW HUH?! xD
jkjk xD

yup that's pretty much about it, from what i can remember xD
[don't blame me i have M.S.T.M.L! =X]

tomorrow got megalife and cell! yay =D
i always look forward to it;)

shine! and be natural! :)
~vivian :D

going to cell has always been very meaningful. i learn a new thing most of the time! ^^

cell was fun^^ [as usual] yesterday!
we has worship [by derek] and prayer[by dorothea and jae] and word [by shawn]. they were all nice;)
oo and ice breakers by heather!
and i've just come to realise how crazy and retarded heather can be sometimes.. 0.O
xD i've seen a WHOLE NEW SIDE of her..
as usual, hazel was driving me crazy >.<
and there were also stuff about the onions...ahem if you know what i mean..
xP
and BRIDGET came. we went to JAMES house for cell. hmm..BRIDGET must have had a GREAT time huh?
xD note : hehe, if your seeing this bridget, sorry xD
tjoeng was still as CHILDISH and IMMATURE.
-.-

school's starting tomorrow! can't wait to go back and see my friends! [well at least MOST of them]
but have to start MUGGING for EOY ler.. >.<>

but let's just do our best and trust God with whatever results yea? =D

~vivian!
p.s gonna change blogskin soon

hellos!
shall post about training and cell!!

CELL:
yea it was fun. =D
somehow subastian ended up there, after chatting with grace
randof's [is that how u spell is name?] cooking was good ;) especially the pasta! ;D
we played games, talked, ate.
SPLAT! was funny, lotsa people were blur and stuff. =D
we went down to find something better to do rather than sit around and do nothing.
then when we went down, tjoeng and subastian were being irritating as usual -.-
then we saw this cute girl^^, when tjoeng said hi to her she dao-ed him. haha xD
but after a few more times she finally said hi back to him. -.-
dorothea found out her name was en hui, she was so cute!^^
then we were trying to convince her that tjoeng is BAD and UGLY. at first she say she agreed then tjoeng had to go pollute her -.-
and i think she's attracted to tjoeng/dorothea cos she kept following us around. [but i think should be dorothea la.]
^^
then the rest of the cell came and we ended up playing pool =)
then they decided to prepare a cheer for randof ^^
but don't know how it went cos i went home first.. =( tjoeng and subastian took a lift home from me. [shucks, stuck with 2 irritating and annoying people >.<]
they were irritaing me in the car la, tjoeng kept ego-ing. and he wanted to play truth or truth -.-

over all it was fun! we should have another 1!=D
looking forward to cell this sat! =) see you guys [central3] then! =D

TRAINING:
took quite some time finding the entrance at KNC [kallang netball centre] but luckily we found it.
chit yee got lost!! but luckily she found us :) that puishan ah, like never care about her one. >.<
yea we played a mini game, did some drills.
we are improving!! i'm happy! =D
jiayou jiayou!=D i'm sure 1L can do it! t
hen we played a short game with 1D, cos they were there to train too.
i felt the 4 hours were spent fruitfully!=D
then we had lunch at Macs. [except chingying, her father came to fetch her home 1st =( ] then julia went off first after our dear captain [becks] [finally!] finished her debrief. wa can be like a mini coach liao... >.< i almost slept listening to her blabber and blabber and blabber.. [nah jkjk xD]
then after we changed out of our sweaty clothes, everyone headed to chit yee's house to do homework while me becks and sarah went home. sarah went to becks' house to do some MEP thingy.

yup that's about it,
gonna go celebrate my aunty's b-day tonight.

monday school gonna start lor, better 珍惜 ur last few days of holis people! =D

~vivian!

heyo!

it's the holidays!
but holiday like no holiday...got so much homework!! >.<
some people say holiday is just an excuse to give us MORE homework..
haiz..

but luckily, i'm done with MOST of my homework..
i just left my geography task and some math, science and geog ques i dont know how to do. i'm gonna bring on thursday ask puishan! xD

at least i have some relaxation time tonight and tomorrow. :)
tonight:
central 3 COOKOUT! i'm your game master tonight!! =D
tomorrow:
netball training! kallang netball centre!! =D
jyjy 1L NETBALL!
show the SUPREME KING that we can WIN! [he thinks we cannot >.<]
sadistic...>.<

yup ok apparently now having a retarded convo with SUPREME KING and melvin...
-.-

u know sometimes, for a supreme king, jc isn't really smart at times..
when i told him that, this is how the convo went

me: u know, for a supreme king, u are not very smart some times,
king: then i shall demote you to the toilet cleaner of jesters!
me: aren't i already the toilet cleaner of jesters? since u made me the HEAD of jesters and i'm the ONLY one in the company..
king: oh yea...
me: [thinking in my mind: see what i meant by not very smart?]

yup, that's about it, post more 2moro or 2night.
later,
~vivian =D

they say all things happen for a reason.
but there are just some things in life that i really can't seem to understand why it happened..
like why are there natural disasters that harm people and their homes..
why do our loved ones have to get illnesses and some unfortunately die..
why are some things in life just so unfair..
why why why...?
all these answers lie with God, but somehow, sometimes i just don't see the answers.

i can remember one time during cell we talked about the Si Chuan earthquake.
we were asked what we think the Si Chuan earthquake means, like why God allowed this to happen..
at the end of cell, i realised something.
in the Bible, it states that God loves us and He will never forsake us.
so even if these unfortunate things happen, God will be there to see us through it
if we pray and put our trust and faith in God, He will see us through it.

i'm sure sometimes when things don't go our way, we might get upset and angry with God. like, God, why must this happen? u said u loved us yet u let this happen...
i used to think like that as well,
but now,
i guess.. i learnt to put my faith and trust in God,
and just let him manage the whole thing.
because he knows what's best for me.
it might not make sense to me now, but one day, it will.

so i guess, we'll never know some of the answers to some questions in life, until we get to heaven.
but while we're still on Earth, i learnt that we just have to trust God, and let Him do what he's gonna do.
because God loves us, and He'll never forsake us, and He does what is best for us.
like they say, all things happen for a reason,
we just have to trust God with it.

thank You God.

hey people! shall post while taking a break after a whole day of mugging..>.< argh..

yup so received a sms from Jae[central 3 senior], haven't been going for cell lately..
feel kinda guilty about it >.<
and somehow there's this funny feeling inside of me whenever i don't go for cell. like there's something empty... i hope my parents will allow me to go this week..
but i don't think they will until exams are over for me which is still 2 more weeks!! AAHH!!
sheesh...haiz...
oh well, i know they're doing it for my own good.
at least this shows they care about me and want me to do well ;D
yay! thank God for wonderful parents! :D

yup the past few days have just been basically mugging, mugging and more mugging..argh >.<

well at least i went out with my baby cousin and her family! she's grown so cute!!^^ will post up her pics here one day :D

yup the F-1 race is going on now, my dad's watching it, and giving lotsa comments while watching it. [for those of you who know my dad, and if u have a dad who watches football and gives comments about it, yea you'll know what i'm talking about] xD
can here him commenting now.. haha.

yup ks. gotta go back to study now,
JIAYOU EVERYONE!!:D

and remember don't stress yourself out too much, or if not u'll either go craZZZy from studying too much, end up wearing specs that are 5 times thicker, or even LOOK 10 times older!
AAHH =O

yup ok, signing off now,
~vivian!:D

yo~
haven't posted in quite some time..
shall update my blog then! it looks so dead.. :'(

yup so i fasted today, every wednesday from now till dec [?] have to fast and pray for My Hope Singapore thingy at the end of the year ;)
really hope that it would be a success ;)
Let God do His work!! =D

yup so EOY is in exactly 9 days!! >.<
hope everyone has been studying hard!! i know i have >.<
yup so i won't be posting much till after exams. i bet no one has time to come visit my blog anyway. yup so till then.

JIAYOU!
~vivian!
why do some people just keep showing off and showing off and just don't know how to change? u keep complaining ur life sucks, why not do something to change it instead of just sitting there and complain and whine? >.<

3 more weeks to exam..aahh >.< 忍 for like a month plus then get slack like siao ler! xD jiayou everyone!!
but no matter what, just try your best ks? then leave whatever results up to God =D
let's put our trust in Him! =D

got ACC test this week o.O
hopefully can do well!! shouldn't be that difficult bah, cos 冯老师 was like telling us the answers the last lesson [for those who were actually listening =X]
bio test coming up also!
human reproductive system and genetics and DNA!

sheesh so many things coming up...i think my head's gonna explode liao. >.<
*BOOM!*

yup ok, short post, have to go study for science. >.<

ta-ta!
((: vivian :))

how can you do this to your own friend? made me wonder if there really is any trust among all of us... are you really doing it for his own good? or are you just trying to get back at him..?
[disappointed, upset and confused] i hate to say this, but ur a.... bitch

heya!
haven posted in quite some time.
changed my skin! isit nice?

today had maths CT! it wasn as difficult as i expected but still not considered easy >.<
hope i can do well!!

today seems to be a really retarded day xD
first kept zen-ing melvin abt *ahem* *ahem*
yea nice one melvin..nice one..

xD

yup then becks started going retarded in french lesson la.
she kept saying 'see, i rock! i rock!'
like cass ;D

becks: hah see i rock! i got the answer too!
vivian: -.- ok i seriously think u need to check into IMH, u keep thinking you're a rock.
becks: maybe i am [smirks]
vivian: >.<
becks: u check in for me la! [keep moving around like some retarded freak]
vivian: eh, stop moving around la, rocks are not suppose to move, they're suppose to be still. u know.
becks: well, i'm different. [smiles] i rock, cos i'm a MOVING ROCK! [gives the xD face]
vivian: -.- diao, walau eh...

but we ended up laughing like some crazy maniacs anyway. xD
our retarded-ness went up and down and up and down la today.
see la, all your fault becks! xP
we did some other crazy stuff then ended up laughing like siao also, but i forgot what. oops.
=X

then the ride home with venus and peishan.
it was so retarded as well xD
first that PUIshan kept trying to memorize the MRT East West line. what a failure la she.

vivian: what's the last station of the EW line?
puishan: boon lay!
v: NO! PASIR RIS! ok i give u one more chance, what is the last station of the EW line?
ps: Pasir Ris?
v: WRONG! BOON LAY!
p.s: -.-

xD

v: what's after Pasir Ris?
ps: nothing!
v: NO! after Pasir Ris you go back to Tampines! ok 1 more chance, what's after Pasir Ris station?
ps: um..tampines?
v: WRONG! there's nothing after Pasir Ris!
ps: -.-

xD

venus must be so entertained xD
ur welcome venus!
then that puishan ah, don't know how to pronounce Kembangan, pronounce like donno what like that. keep 'k' 'k' 'k' -ing. -.- [alliteration!] [or was it assonance?] =X
then bedok, pronounce like bodo like that.. xP
SHI BAI..SHI BAI..*shakes head in disappointment*

then in the car was fooling around with jokes and dumb questions.
so retarded xD didn't know venus can be like that too! xD

see becks? without me, you all got no fun one! HAH xD
WHO ROCKS NOW HUH?! xD
jkjk xD

yup that's pretty much about it, from what i can remember xD
[don't blame me i have M.S.T.M.L! =X]

tomorrow got megalife and cell! yay =D
i always look forward to it;)

shine! and be natural! :)
~vivian :D

going to cell has always been very meaningful. i learn a new thing most of the time! ^^

cell was fun^^ [as usual] yesterday!
we has worship [by derek] and prayer[by dorothea and jae] and word [by shawn]. they were all nice;)
oo and ice breakers by heather!
and i've just come to realise how crazy and retarded heather can be sometimes.. 0.O
xD i've seen a WHOLE NEW SIDE of her..
as usual, hazel was driving me crazy >.<
and there were also stuff about the onions...ahem if you know what i mean..
xP
and BRIDGET came. we went to JAMES house for cell. hmm..BRIDGET must have had a GREAT time huh?
xD note : hehe, if your seeing this bridget, sorry xD
tjoeng was still as CHILDISH and IMMATURE.
-.-

school's starting tomorrow! can't wait to go back and see my friends! [well at least MOST of them]
but have to start MUGGING for EOY ler.. >.<>

but let's just do our best and trust God with whatever results yea? =D

~vivian!
p.s gonna change blogskin soon

hellos!
shall post about training and cell!!

CELL:
yea it was fun. =D
somehow subastian ended up there, after chatting with grace
randof's [is that how u spell is name?] cooking was good ;) especially the pasta! ;D
we played games, talked, ate.
SPLAT! was funny, lotsa people were blur and stuff. =D
we went down to find something better to do rather than sit around and do nothing.
then when we went down, tjoeng and subastian were being irritating as usual -.-
then we saw this cute girl^^, when tjoeng said hi to her she dao-ed him. haha xD
but after a few more times she finally said hi back to him. -.-
dorothea found out her name was en hui, she was so cute!^^
then we were trying to convince her that tjoeng is BAD and UGLY. at first she say she agreed then tjoeng had to go pollute her -.-
and i think she's attracted to tjoeng/dorothea cos she kept following us around. [but i think should be dorothea la.]
^^
then the rest of the cell came and we ended up playing pool =)
then they decided to prepare a cheer for randof ^^
but don't know how it went cos i went home first.. =( tjoeng and subastian took a lift home from me. [shucks, stuck with 2 irritating and annoying people >.<]
they were irritaing me in the car la, tjoeng kept ego-ing. and he wanted to play truth or truth -.-

over all it was fun! we should have another 1!=D
looking forward to cell this sat! =) see you guys [central3] then! =D

TRAINING:
took quite some time finding the entrance at KNC [kallang netball centre] but luckily we found it.
chit yee got lost!! but luckily she found us :) that puishan ah, like never care about her one. >.<
yea we played a mini game, did some drills.
we are improving!! i'm happy! =D
jiayou jiayou!=D i'm sure 1L can do it! t
hen we played a short game with 1D, cos they were there to train too.
i felt the 4 hours were spent fruitfully!=D
then we had lunch at Macs. [except chingying, her father came to fetch her home 1st =( ] then julia went off first after our dear captain [becks] [finally!] finished her debrief. wa can be like a mini coach liao... >.< i almost slept listening to her blabber and blabber and blabber.. [nah jkjk xD]
then after we changed out of our sweaty clothes, everyone headed to chit yee's house to do homework while me becks and sarah went home. sarah went to becks' house to do some MEP thingy.

yup that's about it,
gonna go celebrate my aunty's b-day tonight.

monday school gonna start lor, better 珍惜 ur last few days of holis people! =D

~vivian!

heyo!

it's the holidays!
but holiday like no holiday...got so much homework!! >.<
some people say holiday is just an excuse to give us MORE homework..
haiz..

but luckily, i'm done with MOST of my homework..
i just left my geography task and some math, science and geog ques i dont know how to do. i'm gonna bring on thursday ask puishan! xD

at least i have some relaxation time tonight and tomorrow. :)
tonight:
central 3 COOKOUT! i'm your game master tonight!! =D
tomorrow:
netball training! kallang netball centre!! =D
jyjy 1L NETBALL!
show the SUPREME KING that we can WIN! [he thinks we cannot >.<]
sadistic...>.<

yup ok apparently now having a retarded convo with SUPREME KING and melvin...
-.-

u know sometimes, for a supreme king, jc isn't really smart at times..
when i told him that, this is how the convo went

me: u know, for a supreme king, u are not very smart some times,
king: then i shall demote you to the toilet cleaner of jesters!
me: aren't i already the toilet cleaner of jesters? since u made me the HEAD of jesters and i'm the ONLY one in the company..
king: oh yea...
me: [thinking in my mind: see what i meant by not very smart?]

yup, that's about it, post more 2moro or 2night.
later,
~vivian =D

they say all things happen for a reason.
but there are just some things in life that i really can't seem to understand why it happened..
like why are there natural disasters that harm people and their homes..
why do our loved ones have to get illnesses and some unfortunately die..
why are some things in life just so unfair..
why why why...?
all these answers lie with God, but somehow, sometimes i just don't see the answers.

i can remember one time during cell we talked about the Si Chuan earthquake.
we were asked what we think the Si Chuan earthquake means, like why God allowed this to happen..
at the end of cell, i realised something.
in the Bible, it states that God loves us and He will never forsake us.
so even if these unfortunate things happen, God will be there to see us through it
if we pray and put our trust and faith in God, He will see us through it.

i'm sure sometimes when things don't go our way, we might get upset and angry with God. like, God, why must this happen? u said u loved us yet u let this happen...
i used to think like that as well,
but now,
i guess.. i learnt to put my faith and trust in God,
and just let him manage the whole thing.
because he knows what's best for me.
it might not make sense to me now, but one day, it will.

so i guess, we'll never know some of the answers to some questions in life, until we get to heaven.
but while we're still on Earth, i learnt that we just have to trust God, and let Him do what he's gonna do.
because God loves us, and He'll never forsake us, and He does what is best for us.
like they say, all things happen for a reason,
we just have to trust God with it.

thank You God.